This year has been kinda different.

I think i've grown up a bit... but then again... can't be too sure. There's been a lot of shocks this year... about moving on, living life.... though we're slowly fading away everyday. Summer is filled with time to use my brain and think about these things that i've never thought of before. Life is painful... but then how come it's so pretty and filled with color?

I miss the sea with animals swimming in its beautiful swirling depths.  Aquamarine. I miss the red, dusty sands of the islands and the beautiful birds and fishes... even the sharks. The Galapagos' aura of quiet, tranquil beauty still awes me. i long to go back there... though i dont even know the reason behind it. Ecuador is filled with poverty... but how is it that the poor places of the world sometimes look so fantastic? The questions burn... and i dont think its normal of me to think of things so serious. Like how i'm beginning to doubt religion... and everything i used to and still kind of live on.

Perhaps its the things i'm beginning to learn? Strange... Definitely strange. Hmm... well i guess this summer will be filled with studying and stuff... =) hopefully i will be able to work out... god knows i need it! I'm practically overweight! Fat needs to be reduced and muscle needs to form! ^^ I shall post again when ifeel up to it.. funny how its always one post per year... haha~

Hey~~

Long time since i've wrote anything... but now ima backkk--xD Nothing much has changed... im watching the world pass by, im still lost... but thats the way itz always been. There are times where i just want to kick back and watch the stars in the skies, chilling with my sisters... laughing our heads off! But i guess everything changes. We're in different gradess, have different schedules, and itz been crazyy. I wish there was an exit to another world, where we wouldnt have to worry about stupid things.. like homework, piano, tests, exams, and competitions for example...=D  I know... itz childish to worry about these things so much... but itz my nature.. i gotta get worked up, or else where would my insane hyped up adrenaline go? 

Wishlist for Christmas:

-Go Shopping With My Mum (i want those furry jackets... sosososo warmmm&Cozy!!)

-Go shopping with friends

-Pass my Grade 8 Piano exam!!

-Get a good report card...

-Able to relax and not get fat after feastinggg

- Spend time with family& friends